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Or my Xanga, depending on what I want to say. Later!
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Fruity Deliciousness
So, this thought process was prodded out of me somewhat randomly by a comment a friend of mine made about her weekend. She mentioned something she had heard about the fruits of the Spirit and how they are fruits, not achievements. They are a natural consequence of abiding, not the end result of striving.
Love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, gentleness, faithfulness, and self-control (I think that is all of them, though I usually miss one. I am too lazy to check, however, even though it would have taken less time to check that to write out my thought process here in these parentheses). These are the fruits of the Spirit. These are the natural consequences of abiding in the Lord. It is odd to me, because these are very good things to desire, and yet, in order to bear these fruits we must abide, not strive. It is a language of endurance, not of attacking.
This reminds me of Ephesians 6 where Paul is talking about the full armor of God. He says we have armor to "be able to stand against (V:11)," and, "To withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand firm (V:13)." The language is defensive. Even the Sword of the Spirit is listed under the heading and general topic of armor. And we know that armor is used to protect, it is a defensive tool, not an offensive one. Indeed, it seems to be the case that God wants to be the one to act. This is not surprising. Exodus 14:14 says, "The Lord will fight for you, you need only be silent." It is for the Lord to act, to fight, to win. We need only to "Be still, and know that I am God (Psalm 46:10)." We must put on the armor He has given us so that we can endure, stand firm, and abide in Him. We must trust in God, in His promises, in all He has given us. Joseph fled from Potiphar's wife, he did not stay and try to fight. First Corinthians talks of temptations we and reminds us that God "will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it (1 Corinthians 10:13)." There is a way out of every temptation. We must resist (which can only be accomplished through God, with His power, which comes from the armor in Ephesians (such as faith and the Word)), and let God do the action of creating the escape. And we must grab hold of that chance, run, and let God continue to battle sin and achieve victory over it for us. So over and over we get this langauge of letting God do it while we stand. Salvation is the perfect example. It is not by my works or anything at all of me, but only by God's work in Christ that I may be saved. God had the plan, God did the work, dying on the cross to become the propitiation for my sins, and God gave me the faith to believe and see the truth. And sanctification continues by faith, trusting God and abiding in Him, finding satisfaction with all that God is for us in Jesus. All of these examples point to abiding in Him rather than striving by our own effort.
I realize that Paul also uses more active language: Straining towards the goal, running with endurance, and others like these. But all of these still seem to point to mere perserverence, not an all out offensive. And we know we can only perservere by the continuing grace of God to renew His mercies every day, including His love for us, His grace, and the faith He has given us. We need to continue to seek Him and grow in our knowledge and love of Him. But again, all of these things are FROM Him!
So this brings me back to the fruits. I know that I strive for them. I think of them as the rewards and achievements I gain as I labor one. But this striving is no good. The desire to possess these things is a good one! They are to be earnestly desired, and the fact that we want them is a testament to the power of GOd changing out hearts and minds! But it is the 'how' that gets me here.
The biggest thing I see myself striving for is love. It is so necessary and crucial for the life I want to lead. I have written a lot before about how much I want to love. But the way I go about trying to obtain this increase in love is to try and change myself. I work hard at it and hope to achieve it, often times on my own. But it is a fruit of the Spirit that comes from abiding in the Lord. I need to seek first His kingdom and glory and trust that it, along with all else, will be added to me (Matthew 6:33). The only way the fruit of love (and all the others, all of which I am lacking) will increase in me will be for me to remain rooted deeply in God (catch the plant metaphor? Clever, eh?). I need to be deeply entrenched in His word, in prayer, growing in faith and in my knowledge f Him and love for Him. I need to rely on His strength, His power, and in that way, and only that way, will anything good grow. There is no way to magically materialize fruit in my hand (or life). Trees grow and produce fruit through much work. There is a need for light, for food, water, and pruning. I heard once that in pruning trees and bushes people will often cut off a healthy branch so that the plant as a whole might thrive and grow stronger. So this process of abiding (Literally to wait, endure without yielding, or bear patiently) and growing is going to include what might seem like setbacks (good branches getting pruned back), but we can know that in the end it is for the good of the tree (me) so that the fruit will grow bigger, better, and more fully.
I like to strive. I hate pity, so I like to earn things, or at least feel like I do. To strive after things is an easy way to do that. But that is not what it is all about. It is about being "rooted and grounded in love (Ephesians 3:17)." Love for God, His word, and His creation. And the natural progression from that is fruit. And it will come, bigger and better than I can imagine. And all of this is from God, a gift, so no one can boast. Just as salvation is His, so too is all the good that comes from those whom He has saved. And all of this is "to the praise of His glorious grace (Ephesians 1:6)." It is according to His good, perfect, and pleasing will. It is not my accomplishment, not my achievement, it is all His. And that is amazing.
Love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, gentleness, faithfulness, and self-control (I think that is all of them, though I usually miss one. I am too lazy to check, however, even though it would have taken less time to check that to write out my thought process here in these parentheses). These are the fruits of the Spirit. These are the natural consequences of abiding in the Lord. It is odd to me, because these are very good things to desire, and yet, in order to bear these fruits we must abide, not strive. It is a language of endurance, not of attacking.
This reminds me of Ephesians 6 where Paul is talking about the full armor of God. He says we have armor to "be able to stand against (V:11)," and, "To withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand firm (V:13)." The language is defensive. Even the Sword of the Spirit is listed under the heading and general topic of armor. And we know that armor is used to protect, it is a defensive tool, not an offensive one. Indeed, it seems to be the case that God wants to be the one to act. This is not surprising. Exodus 14:14 says, "The Lord will fight for you, you need only be silent." It is for the Lord to act, to fight, to win. We need only to "Be still, and know that I am God (Psalm 46:10)." We must put on the armor He has given us so that we can endure, stand firm, and abide in Him. We must trust in God, in His promises, in all He has given us. Joseph fled from Potiphar's wife, he did not stay and try to fight. First Corinthians talks of temptations we and reminds us that God "will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it (1 Corinthians 10:13)." There is a way out of every temptation. We must resist (which can only be accomplished through God, with His power, which comes from the armor in Ephesians (such as faith and the Word)), and let God do the action of creating the escape. And we must grab hold of that chance, run, and let God continue to battle sin and achieve victory over it for us. So over and over we get this langauge of letting God do it while we stand. Salvation is the perfect example. It is not by my works or anything at all of me, but only by God's work in Christ that I may be saved. God had the plan, God did the work, dying on the cross to become the propitiation for my sins, and God gave me the faith to believe and see the truth. And sanctification continues by faith, trusting God and abiding in Him, finding satisfaction with all that God is for us in Jesus. All of these examples point to abiding in Him rather than striving by our own effort.
I realize that Paul also uses more active language: Straining towards the goal, running with endurance, and others like these. But all of these still seem to point to mere perserverence, not an all out offensive. And we know we can only perservere by the continuing grace of God to renew His mercies every day, including His love for us, His grace, and the faith He has given us. We need to continue to seek Him and grow in our knowledge and love of Him. But again, all of these things are FROM Him!
So this brings me back to the fruits. I know that I strive for them. I think of them as the rewards and achievements I gain as I labor one. But this striving is no good. The desire to possess these things is a good one! They are to be earnestly desired, and the fact that we want them is a testament to the power of GOd changing out hearts and minds! But it is the 'how' that gets me here.
The biggest thing I see myself striving for is love. It is so necessary and crucial for the life I want to lead. I have written a lot before about how much I want to love. But the way I go about trying to obtain this increase in love is to try and change myself. I work hard at it and hope to achieve it, often times on my own. But it is a fruit of the Spirit that comes from abiding in the Lord. I need to seek first His kingdom and glory and trust that it, along with all else, will be added to me (Matthew 6:33). The only way the fruit of love (and all the others, all of which I am lacking) will increase in me will be for me to remain rooted deeply in God (catch the plant metaphor? Clever, eh?). I need to be deeply entrenched in His word, in prayer, growing in faith and in my knowledge f Him and love for Him. I need to rely on His strength, His power, and in that way, and only that way, will anything good grow. There is no way to magically materialize fruit in my hand (or life). Trees grow and produce fruit through much work. There is a need for light, for food, water, and pruning. I heard once that in pruning trees and bushes people will often cut off a healthy branch so that the plant as a whole might thrive and grow stronger. So this process of abiding (Literally to wait, endure without yielding, or bear patiently) and growing is going to include what might seem like setbacks (good branches getting pruned back), but we can know that in the end it is for the good of the tree (me) so that the fruit will grow bigger, better, and more fully.
I like to strive. I hate pity, so I like to earn things, or at least feel like I do. To strive after things is an easy way to do that. But that is not what it is all about. It is about being "rooted and grounded in love (Ephesians 3:17)." Love for God, His word, and His creation. And the natural progression from that is fruit. And it will come, bigger and better than I can imagine. And all of this is from God, a gift, so no one can boast. Just as salvation is His, so too is all the good that comes from those whom He has saved. And all of this is "to the praise of His glorious grace (Ephesians 1:6)." It is according to His good, perfect, and pleasing will. It is not my accomplishment, not my achievement, it is all His. And that is amazing.
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Yes
"For all the promises of God find their Yes in (Jesus). That is why it is through Him that we utter our Amen to God for His glory." -2 Corinthians 1:20
So I am reading Future Grace by Piper and he brought up this passage and it made me stop and re-read a few times. Then I pulled out my Bible to read the section. Then I read his section on it again. All the promises God made and we see in the Bible, they have their Yes in Christ. So the way we can be sure of all that God promises is Christ. The way we know that God truly is working all things for the good of those who love Him and are called is because of Christ. The reason we are assured that Christ will lose none from those who the Father has given Him is Christ. The reason for all our hope and our life is Christ. He is the eternal Yes to all the promises in scripture. And this is why we can say Amen. Amen means "so be it" or "verily" and so it is because of Christ and the assurance of the promises of God that we can say "So be it" to whatever God wills. It is how we can say "Verily" which means 'in truth/truly' about God.
I don't know, maybe this is something simple I ought to have realized a long time ago. But today I read this and was quite amazed. God is sweet.
So I am reading Future Grace by Piper and he brought up this passage and it made me stop and re-read a few times. Then I pulled out my Bible to read the section. Then I read his section on it again. All the promises God made and we see in the Bible, they have their Yes in Christ. So the way we can be sure of all that God promises is Christ. The way we know that God truly is working all things for the good of those who love Him and are called is because of Christ. The reason we are assured that Christ will lose none from those who the Father has given Him is Christ. The reason for all our hope and our life is Christ. He is the eternal Yes to all the promises in scripture. And this is why we can say Amen. Amen means "so be it" or "verily" and so it is because of Christ and the assurance of the promises of God that we can say "So be it" to whatever God wills. It is how we can say "Verily" which means 'in truth/truly' about God.
I don't know, maybe this is something simple I ought to have realized a long time ago. But today I read this and was quite amazed. God is sweet.
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Affliction
This one is mind blowing:
"But we have this treasure in jars of clay, to show that the surpassing power belongs to God and not to us. We are afflicted in every way, but not crushed; perplexed, but not driven to despair; 9persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed; always carrying in the body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be manifested in our bodies. For we who live are always being given over to death for Jesus’ sake, so that the life of Jesus also may be manifested in our mortal flesh. So death is at work in us, but life in you...So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day. For this slight momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison, as we look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen. For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal." -2 Corinthians 4:7-12, 16-18
"For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us." -Romans 8:18
Okay, Paul was awesome, there is no question about that. But here he says something that I think we have all read and thought "yeah right" about. These are also two verses I cling to. We are going to suffer. But we need to keep an eternal perspective to these trials. Even if I live 100 years full of pain and suffering, that is nothing but a blip compared to eternity of glory with God. This is what Paul means. None of the things on Earth are worth mentioning in the same breath as those things above. When God speaks to Ananias about going to find Paul (Saul at the time), he says to him "Go, for he is a chosen instrument of mine to carry my name before the Gentiles and kings and children of Israel. FOR I WILL SHOW HIM HOW MUCH HE MUST SUFFER FOR MY NAME'S SAKE." -Acts 9:15-16 God does not say "I will use him to author 2/3 of the New Testament." He does not proclaim any glory on him as a missionary and devout follower. No. He says that Paul will see how much he must suffer for the Lord. And he did. He was beaten, tortured, despised, and ultimately killed. He faced such persecution that he said about himself and Timothy: "For we were so utterly burdened beyond our strength that we despaired of life. Indeed, we felt that we had received the sentence of death." -2 Corinthians 1:8-9.
Paul's entire life was suffering for the sake of the Lord. And he called this life of pain "Slight, momentary affliction," and that is insane! Paul had the right view. The affliction, life, was momentary, eternity is not. The pain of life is slight, but the weight of glory is immense! And none of it is comparable to the great glory that is yet to come!
This is the Word of God assuring us that no amount of pain we face, no trials, no hatred or persecution, nothing at all, should deter us from following and serving with our whole lives. This world is slight and momentary, it is nothing. The Lord is eternal, serving him is all that matters. That is the absolute truth, and that is amazing!
"But we have this treasure in jars of clay, to show that the surpassing power belongs to God and not to us. We are afflicted in every way, but not crushed; perplexed, but not driven to despair; 9persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed; always carrying in the body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be manifested in our bodies. For we who live are always being given over to death for Jesus’ sake, so that the life of Jesus also may be manifested in our mortal flesh. So death is at work in us, but life in you...So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day. For this slight momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison, as we look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen. For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal." -2 Corinthians 4:7-12, 16-18
"For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us." -Romans 8:18
Okay, Paul was awesome, there is no question about that. But here he says something that I think we have all read and thought "yeah right" about. These are also two verses I cling to. We are going to suffer. But we need to keep an eternal perspective to these trials. Even if I live 100 years full of pain and suffering, that is nothing but a blip compared to eternity of glory with God. This is what Paul means. None of the things on Earth are worth mentioning in the same breath as those things above. When God speaks to Ananias about going to find Paul (Saul at the time), he says to him "Go, for he is a chosen instrument of mine to carry my name before the Gentiles and kings and children of Israel. FOR I WILL SHOW HIM HOW MUCH HE MUST SUFFER FOR MY NAME'S SAKE." -Acts 9:15-16 God does not say "I will use him to author 2/3 of the New Testament." He does not proclaim any glory on him as a missionary and devout follower. No. He says that Paul will see how much he must suffer for the Lord. And he did. He was beaten, tortured, despised, and ultimately killed. He faced such persecution that he said about himself and Timothy: "For we were so utterly burdened beyond our strength that we despaired of life. Indeed, we felt that we had received the sentence of death." -2 Corinthians 1:8-9.
Paul's entire life was suffering for the sake of the Lord. And he called this life of pain "Slight, momentary affliction," and that is insane! Paul had the right view. The affliction, life, was momentary, eternity is not. The pain of life is slight, but the weight of glory is immense! And none of it is comparable to the great glory that is yet to come!
This is the Word of God assuring us that no amount of pain we face, no trials, no hatred or persecution, nothing at all, should deter us from following and serving with our whole lives. This world is slight and momentary, it is nothing. The Lord is eternal, serving him is all that matters. That is the absolute truth, and that is amazing!
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Let Me Sleep, It's Christmastime.
"Behold, the virgin shall conceive and bear a son,
and they shall call his name Immanuel, (which means, God with us)." Matthew 1:23
It has been a while. No surprise there, as when I am home I am easily distracted and don't do much good. But here is a passage that blows my mind. And it fits a nice Christmas theme. The Christmas season is one for miracles. The virgin birth seems to be the big one people talk about. That is a biggie, I will grant it, but the more I think on it, the biggest thing that blows my mind about Christmas is Immanuel, meaning God with us. That God stepped down into His creation and took human form. Christ, who is equal with the Father did not see equality with Him as something to be grasped (Phillippians 2:6) but He came down to be a servant and die for our sins. He left perfect intimate fellowship which He had enjoyed for all eternity, and came down to bear the wrath of God for my sins. He came to have the father turn His face away. God, all powerful, magnificent, he came down and was born a small crying child in the humblest of surroundings. It is amazing. God with us! GOD WITH US! Not some distant God of Mount Olympus who comes and goes as he feels. Not some removed prescence that may or may not care. But God, perfect and loving beyond all comprehension, with us, on Earth walking, living as a man. The same weaknesses. The same struggles. The pain. The death. The scorn. And He rose and ascended and sent the Spirit of God, to be with us now. God with us. Christmas is the day to celebrate Jesus' birth, when love was made manifest in flesh, human form.
This hits me right now as I am here feeling far too human lately. Feeling like I do not eveen do a very good job at that. That I don't really want to be here. Don't really want to be anywhere. Hell, don't really want to be at all. But at the very bottom of things, far down past it all, wherever in my mind or heart I feel despaired, I feel alone, I feel unloved, somewhere down there something is whispering "Immanuel." Love came down. Love for me. Jesus would deign (Deign is one of my favorite words to use talking about this, since it means "to condescend to give or grant" meaning He would come down to our level despite the fact he is far superior) to come down, leave the Father, live as a man, facing all the trials, temptations, and fears that we do, be hated, beaten, and killed, because he loved me. And He loved me for no other reason than that He loved me. I am a terrible person. I am, there is no denying that. All the time, I am a terrible, sometimes I display it more clearly, but it is always there. And that doesn't matter. God loves me. Jesus died for me. My sins are forgiven.
Some 2000+ years ago God came down. God with us. God saved me.
and they shall call his name Immanuel, (which means, God with us)." Matthew 1:23
It has been a while. No surprise there, as when I am home I am easily distracted and don't do much good. But here is a passage that blows my mind. And it fits a nice Christmas theme. The Christmas season is one for miracles. The virgin birth seems to be the big one people talk about. That is a biggie, I will grant it, but the more I think on it, the biggest thing that blows my mind about Christmas is Immanuel, meaning God with us. That God stepped down into His creation and took human form. Christ, who is equal with the Father did not see equality with Him as something to be grasped (Phillippians 2:6) but He came down to be a servant and die for our sins. He left perfect intimate fellowship which He had enjoyed for all eternity, and came down to bear the wrath of God for my sins. He came to have the father turn His face away. God, all powerful, magnificent, he came down and was born a small crying child in the humblest of surroundings. It is amazing. God with us! GOD WITH US! Not some distant God of Mount Olympus who comes and goes as he feels. Not some removed prescence that may or may not care. But God, perfect and loving beyond all comprehension, with us, on Earth walking, living as a man. The same weaknesses. The same struggles. The pain. The death. The scorn. And He rose and ascended and sent the Spirit of God, to be with us now. God with us. Christmas is the day to celebrate Jesus' birth, when love was made manifest in flesh, human form.
This hits me right now as I am here feeling far too human lately. Feeling like I do not eveen do a very good job at that. That I don't really want to be here. Don't really want to be anywhere. Hell, don't really want to be at all. But at the very bottom of things, far down past it all, wherever in my mind or heart I feel despaired, I feel alone, I feel unloved, somewhere down there something is whispering "Immanuel." Love came down. Love for me. Jesus would deign (Deign is one of my favorite words to use talking about this, since it means "to condescend to give or grant" meaning He would come down to our level despite the fact he is far superior) to come down, leave the Father, live as a man, facing all the trials, temptations, and fears that we do, be hated, beaten, and killed, because he loved me. And He loved me for no other reason than that He loved me. I am a terrible person. I am, there is no denying that. All the time, I am a terrible, sometimes I display it more clearly, but it is always there. And that doesn't matter. God loves me. Jesus died for me. My sins are forgiven.
Some 2000+ years ago God came down. God with us. God saved me.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Papa Don't Preach
"God has sent the Spirit of His Son into our hearts, crying, 'Abba, Father!'" Galatians 4:6
"See what kind of love the father has given to us, that we should be called children of God; and so we are...Beloved, we are God's children now." 1 John 3:1-2
There are more, but these are the two that struck my mind as I thought of this one. I am starting here, with a truth that strikes me as so hard to comprehend. We are children of God. We have a close, intimate relationship with Him, to the point we call out "Abba!" which means daddy. That is not a word that is used for just anyone. It signifies a close and personal relationship. And this is what we have with God. The one true God. The great I AM. The creator of all that ever was, is, or ever shall be. He is God over all the nations. And this God, I can call Him daddy. This He tells us. We are His children, beloved.
There are so many crazy promises in scripture that I cling to even as I struggle to fully comprehend or believe them. But this one is staggering. We are nothing, deserving of nothing, with nothing to offer. And He is God. There is nothing there that would merit Him to love me. In fact, there never was nor ever will be any reason for Him to love me, other than that He loves me. That He, according to His perfect will and purpose of election loved me and chose me before the foundations of the Earth were lain. That is staggering.
So why don't we believe this all the time? I think the thing that gets me is that God is so big that I am in awe of Him to a degree I cannot comprehend Him as a fatherly figure. Fear and awe and reverence cloud my view. And while God is to be feared, marveled at, and revered, He also tells us we have this close bond with Him.
It kind of is like children who see their dad as the greatest person ever, who can do anything and easily beat up anyone else's dad. He can do no wrong. They are in awe of him. They love him. They respect him. But they also are able to run to him. When they scrape their knee or there is a monster in the closet, he is there, close and personal. Even for all their fear and reverence of him, they never forget that he is their dad and loves them like nobody else could.
Driscoll told a story that ignited this line of thought. He was talking about how we are God's children and also about the fact that we sometimes, when we worship or pray do so with language that is extra magnanimous, thinking that God wants to hear that and will respond better for it. But he told a story about his son, who he woke up one night to hear shrieking. He ran to his son's room to find his son in great pain. Apparently he had gotten his first charley horse and it woke him up in terrible pain. And he said to his dad as he came to help him "Dad, make it better." No thee's or thou's. No lofty speech beseeching him and requesting his attentiveness. Just a simple "Dad, make it better."
Dad, make it better. God is our father, and He should be viewed as such. He is a loving and kind, caring father. And He deserves our respect, our love, our fear and awe and admiration. But He is always our father. To whom we can say, in a spirit of love and faith and knowing he cares, "Dad, make it better."
And that is a truth, a promise that we have; that we are children of God. That we can call Him Abba. To know that, the closeness of God. The true depth of His love. It is amazing and something that is unrivaled in all of creation.
"See what kind of love the father has given to us, that we should be called children of God; and so we are...Beloved, we are God's children now." 1 John 3:1-2
There are more, but these are the two that struck my mind as I thought of this one. I am starting here, with a truth that strikes me as so hard to comprehend. We are children of God. We have a close, intimate relationship with Him, to the point we call out "Abba!" which means daddy. That is not a word that is used for just anyone. It signifies a close and personal relationship. And this is what we have with God. The one true God. The great I AM. The creator of all that ever was, is, or ever shall be. He is God over all the nations. And this God, I can call Him daddy. This He tells us. We are His children, beloved.
There are so many crazy promises in scripture that I cling to even as I struggle to fully comprehend or believe them. But this one is staggering. We are nothing, deserving of nothing, with nothing to offer. And He is God. There is nothing there that would merit Him to love me. In fact, there never was nor ever will be any reason for Him to love me, other than that He loves me. That He, according to His perfect will and purpose of election loved me and chose me before the foundations of the Earth were lain. That is staggering.
So why don't we believe this all the time? I think the thing that gets me is that God is so big that I am in awe of Him to a degree I cannot comprehend Him as a fatherly figure. Fear and awe and reverence cloud my view. And while God is to be feared, marveled at, and revered, He also tells us we have this close bond with Him.
It kind of is like children who see their dad as the greatest person ever, who can do anything and easily beat up anyone else's dad. He can do no wrong. They are in awe of him. They love him. They respect him. But they also are able to run to him. When they scrape their knee or there is a monster in the closet, he is there, close and personal. Even for all their fear and reverence of him, they never forget that he is their dad and loves them like nobody else could.
Driscoll told a story that ignited this line of thought. He was talking about how we are God's children and also about the fact that we sometimes, when we worship or pray do so with language that is extra magnanimous, thinking that God wants to hear that and will respond better for it. But he told a story about his son, who he woke up one night to hear shrieking. He ran to his son's room to find his son in great pain. Apparently he had gotten his first charley horse and it woke him up in terrible pain. And he said to his dad as he came to help him "Dad, make it better." No thee's or thou's. No lofty speech beseeching him and requesting his attentiveness. Just a simple "Dad, make it better."
Dad, make it better. God is our father, and He should be viewed as such. He is a loving and kind, caring father. And He deserves our respect, our love, our fear and awe and admiration. But He is always our father. To whom we can say, in a spirit of love and faith and knowing he cares, "Dad, make it better."
And that is a truth, a promise that we have; that we are children of God. That we can call Him Abba. To know that, the closeness of God. The true depth of His love. It is amazing and something that is unrivaled in all of creation.
Monday, December 1, 2008
Living Just To Find Emotion
Knowing and believing are two very different and very important things. Right now I am a bit too tired to go into anything in real depth, but in the near future it is something I will write about. The Bible has some crazy promises that God makes for us who love Him, and they are so important to both know and believe, because they are promises that we need to cling to. Lately, for about a month or two, I have felt odd, like I have reached a point of stability. I almost feel like I am not learning anything new, but am only building in to the things I already know, reinforcing them and coming to know them more completely. This has been odd. I don't know. I feel like if I am not learning something new then I am missing something. But maybe I just really need to have the same stuff reinforced. These promises are one of those things that is being beaten into me to the point I am realizing the crazy importance of it. But like I said, more will come. Until again, farewell.
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